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Book of the Month: Schola Caritatis: Learning the Rhythms of God's Amazing Love
Starting a new feature for the next several months called Book of the Month. I will present one of my books and tell you a little of the ...
Sunday, March 24, 2024
a ride (palm sunday)
Friday, March 22, 2024
i am weak
Monday, March 18, 2024
humble us
O Lord, our God, forgive us when our pride, arrogance, and self-centeredness keep us from turning to you in humble obedience and dependence. Forgive us when we get too full of ourselves and too big for our britches to realize that apart from you, we can do nothing. Forgive us when we fall in love with our own opinions and observations and stop listening to your voice and seeking your face. Forgive us when we begin to think that we can handle this life on our own, or make things happen for ourselves.
Humble us, O God, and remind us of who we are and of who you are, so that we might, once again, return to you with our whole hearts in prayer and self-surrender.
Saturday, March 16, 2024
pruning
More is not always better, especially when you are talking about the spiritual life. When it comes to life with God, quality always seems to be more important than quantity. Jesus knew that, which is where the whole idea of pruning comes in. (John 15:1-2)
Pruning is about decreasing quantity in order to increase quality. It is about making space for beauty. Pruning is the difference between growing a hundred good roses, as opposed to growing twenty-five great ones. Thus, the act of pruning is about God cutting away the old and lifeless parts of us in order to bring about more beautiful fruit. Which means that when God prunes us, it is to make us a more beautiful expression and reflection of his goodness, love, and creativity.
The word for prune, in the Greek, is kathairÅ, which also means to cleanse or to purge. It is a necessary part of growth, both for a plant and for a heart and soul. A thing can only grow if there is room to do so. Space must be made. Pruning is about making that space.
The saints of old understood this. They often referred to this stage of the spiritual growth process as purgation. It is one part of a three-fold pattern: purgation, illumination, and union. Thus, the soul must first be purged of the many things occupying it, in order to make room for something more beautiful to come about. The old state of being might have been okay for a time, or for a season, but in order for a new season to begin, the old must be done away with. Autumn leaves must fall to the ground before the leaves of spring can arrive. And so it is with a soul.
The great part is that we are not solely responsible for this pruning, it is in the hands of the Gardener. He knows just how and where to do it, and he has very gentle hands. He also has a vision of the beauty he is making room for. All we need to do is to trust him, to be open and receptive and responsive to his divine touch.
Thursday, March 7, 2024
a pure heart
In the life of the Spirit, we see through the eyes of the heart. Therefore, if our hearts are not pure and clean, our seeing is twisted and distorted. The mess within us skews our vision and keeps us from seeing things—our world, ourselves, and our God—as they really are.
That’s why the words of this ancient prayer are so important: “Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.” (Ps. 51:10) It’s also why Jesus tells us: “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.” (Mt. 5:8) For only when our hearts are pure, will our eyes be clear enough to see him accurately.
Thus, a daily purifying is necessary. “Cleanse me with hyssop and I will be clean; wash me and I will be whiter than snow.” (Ps. 51:7) Each day we must confess and repent. Each day we must turn from our sinful, broken, and self-consumed ways of being and seeing, and ask God, once again, to create in us a pure heart. He is the only one who can do that. We can’t clean it up ourselves. God is the only one who can rid us of all that distorts, hinders, and deforms us, so that we can be made clean, whole, and new.
Sunday, February 25, 2024
shhh
My heart is not lifted up, O Lord, my eyes are not raised too high. I do not occupy myself with great matters, or things too wonderful for me. But I have stilled and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child is my soul within me. O Israel, put your hope in the Lord, both now and forevermore. (Psalm 131:1-3)
Hush now, my child; quiet your heart and your soul. Simply be with me in silence. Empty yourself of all else and rest in my loving embrace, like a weaned child with its mother. Rest in the depths of my delight and affection. That's what prayer is all about.
Monday, February 19, 2024
it's time
“The time has come. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the good news.” (Mark 1:15)
O God, I sense that you are calling me
deeper and deeper into the heart of Jesus these days, to become more and more
like him. I’m not exactly sure what I’ve
been waiting for, but it’s time! It’s
time to surrender to you in a whole new/deeper way. It’s time to know your love and affection at
levels I’ve only dreamt about. It’s time
to take another step toward you and away from me. Give me the strength and the courage and the
grace to do so. Help me, O Lord, to not delay. It’s time!