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Book of the Month: Schola Caritatis: Learning the Rhythms of God's Amazing Love

  Starting a new feature for the next several months called Book of the Month.  I will present one of my books and tell you a little of the ...

Saturday, February 15, 2025

Lent 2025

 Lent begins on March 5th this year.  If you're looking for a companion for yourself, your family, your small group, your staff, your church, etc.  Here are two options:



Emptying is the next book in the Order My Steps series.



And Journey to the Cross was my first Lenten devotional.


Both are available on Amazon.

Friday, February 14, 2025

divine duality

weeping and laughing
mourning and dancing
sorrow and joy

not enemies
but friends
not opposites
but compliments

mysteriously connected
each requiring the other
a divine duality

Tuesday, February 11, 2025

only through, not around

“Your path led through the sea, your way through the mighty waters, though your footprints were not seen.” (Psalm 77:19) Oh, how great it would be if your path, O God, always led around the sea.  If life with you meant that we would never experience heartache or chaos or pain or loss.  But your path does not lead around the sea, but straight through it.  It is only by going through the sea that we are forced to depend on you.  You teach us something by taking us through the sea of pain and loss, of sorrow and sadness, that we could learn no other way.  Walking through the sea is what you use to form our lives and shape our hearts.  It is how you make us more like Jesus, who “learned obedience through what he suffered.” (Hebrews 5:8) So, thank you.

Loss is inevitable in this broken and fallen world.  How we deal with that loss is something else altogether.  We can live our lives trying to avoid or deny it, or we can face our losses, grieve them, and embrace what God wants to do in us through them.  The fact is that we can never arrive at joy by going around sorrow, but only by going through it.  It all comes down to trust, really.  Do we trust his heart when we cannot see his hand (or, in this case, his footprints)? 

Saturday, February 1, 2025

action and contemplation

“I have stilled and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child is my soul within me.” (Psalm 131:2)

Carlo Carretto once wrote: “When there is a crisis in the Church, it is always here: a crisis of contemplation.  The church wants to feel able to explain about her spouse even when she has lost sight of him; even when, although she has not been divorced, she no longer knows his embrace, because curiosity has gotten the better of her and she has gone searching for other people and other things.” (The God Who Comes by Carlo Carretto)

We talk about being a weaned child with its mother, we read about it, we study it, we teach it, and we even write about it.  But do we do it?  Do we actually ever become a weaned child with its mother?  That is the crisis of contemplation.

Action that is not born out of contemplation has no power or authenticity.  It is just theory and dogma without experience and encounter.  We must stop talking about it and just do it!  We must become a weaned child with its mother!  For only then will we be able to experience the stilled and quieted heart of one whose hope and love and life are rooted firmly in the experience of God's unfailing love.  And only then do we have any hope of being a non-anxious presence in this fallen, broken, chaotic, and fearful world.

O Lord, help me not just to talk about being a weaned child with its mother, but help me to actually become a weaned child with its mother.  Help me to live every minute of my life in your strong and loving embrace.

Saturday, January 25, 2025

shrinking

humble heart, lowly eyes
non-essential disposition
fully embracing unimportance
stilled and quieted soul, weaned heart
non-anxious presence
free of need, free to love
my only hope is in you
this is the life you want me to live

Friday, January 24, 2025

connectedness

“Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord; O Lord, hear my voice.  Let your ears be attentive to my cry for mercy.  If you, O Lord, kept a record of sins, O Lord, who could stand?  But with you there is forgiveness; therefore you are feared.

I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope.  My soul waits for the Lord ore than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen wait for the morning.

O Israel, put your hope in the Lord, for with the Lord is unfailing love and with him is full redemption.  He himself will redeem Israel from all their sins.” (Psalm 130:1-8)

Have mercy, wait for the Lord, put your hope in the Lord, and trust in the Lord are all interconnected.  If you take out one of them out, the whole thing falls down.  Thus, all are essential, and all are interdependent as we walk with God. 

Mercy involves the realization of my immense need for Jesus—not merely in salvation (which is huge), but in all things.  It involves me realizing that I cannot do or accomplish anything of eternal value on my own.  Not one thing.  I am totally helpless and dependent on God and his power.

If I can do nothing (as Jesus tells me in John 15:5), then I am totally dependent on God’s mercy for anything and everything.  Which is not a good look for us.  We do everything we can to make sure we never have to depend on anyone.  But the truth is that all of us are totally dependent on God and his mercy.  Therefore, our only recourse is to wait for the Lord.

But we can’t really wait for the Lord if our hope is not in the Lord.  This is where the lines get a little blurry, because it is hard for us to see, at times, what our hope is really in.  Sometimes our hope is in our gifts and abilities.  Sometimes it is in the gifts and abilities of others.  Sometimes it’s in our circumstances, our performance, or the opinions and affirmations of those around us.  All of which point to our hope being in ourselves instead of in our God.

So, it all comes down to trust.  We can’t possibly hope in the Lord—or beg him for mercy or wait for him—if we do not trust him.  It’s as simple as that.  Which brings us right back to begging for mercy.  For when we cry out for mercy, God gives it to us 100% of the time.  It may not look like we want it to—which is a mercy in and of itself—but it is exactly what we need.

Hope in the Lord, O my soul; wait for him.  Do not take matters into your own hands, but trust in him to move, speak, and act in whatever way he sees fit.  That’s what walking with God is all about; he leads, and we follow.

Saturday, January 18, 2025

saturday's psalm

Praying Psalm 131 every Saturday for the past eight years has been one of the most formative things for my soul that I can remember.  It continues to change the way I see, think, and operate.  I'm just hoping that someday it will be 100% true of the way I live my life.  Here's today's response:

Empty me of pride and arrogance, O Lord.
Empty me of the need to be important.
Don't let me be consumed with making an impact.
Then my soul can finally be still and quiet.
Resting in your loving embrace.
Weaned of need and be free to love.
Then my hope will be in you, and you alone.